Tuesday, 21 March 2017
She's a Secret
Sunday, 8 January 2017
Midnight Musings
He stood silent... Staring ahead the charcoal blanket full of tiny stars twinkling brightly in the dark sky. The silver crescent moon hung over the horizon.
He closed his eyes and gasped, then drew the pale curtains over the windows.
The room fell quiet and dark, only the dim moonlight that streamed in through the window, made it bit comforting, though, it did not fail to appeal like a haunting dark dungeoun.
The place smelled like aged wallpaper, rust and somewhat of coffee beans.
Soon the thick dark clouds hid the crescent silver moon... The lake remained calm and still, as the glimpse of the beautiful silvery moon was overcast from view....
The leaves ruffled by slow breeze, the rats squeaked in their little holes, nibbling the bits of food, the owl settled on a thick branch of a tree...
It was dark, one would be afraid of even their own shadow... The bats were the only noisiest mammals outside in such dark....
The silent midnight hour, when the world falls in slumber, deafened to the outside chaos and noise...
While some struggle alone in the unpleasant dark, left bruised, abandoned and hurting... Some hearts grieving in silence, unheard, unseen...
Weeping in their loneliness... Unnoticed...
He stooped a little, his silver teacup was lying near his favourite velvet cushioned chair, he bent low to pick it up.
Why was he still awake so late? A man in late 60s, silver grey hairs, wrinkled loose skin, searching a cup in the dark...
He lowered himself to pick the cup, the chain on his neck touched the floor, the silver cross on his chain beamed as the moonlight fell on it.
He smiled, a content smile of relief, as he picked the cup and stared the cross.
"Somethings meant to occur..." He mumbled quietly and reclined on a chair near his desk .
A burgundy color diary was kept on his desk, he lit the lamp and the fluorescent light beamed in the dingy room.
He held his smile, the gentle, warm smile of knowing. . . . knowing certain things...
He was a retired priest, silver haired man, with thoughtful grey eyes, who treasured the wisdom sought under the sun. Lived as an interested audience, watching various dramas of life unfold before him. A keen observer of life, of things... Of the peculiar, little things, that many would fail to notice. Only now, with old age holding him in its clutch, he found himself increasingly critical of the drama submitted to him.
The night was frigid and still. The houses in the neighborhood loomed huge and imposing, and most people's porch lights were already off for the night.
He closed his eyes and gasped.
And then began scribbling in his diary...
"Everything in his time"
. . . Still carrying that smile, his mind busy in musings...
"We sit with our lives in the wrinkles of our fists, unable to comprehend or understand ourselves.
Sombre, dreary mortals...
Breathing...
Time, passing away with our breaths... Moments fleeting from us with a blink...
Beyond our will or power...
Absolute certainties crumble to dust.
All the metaphors cannot truly describe Life..."
He shut his eyes and pondered deeply.
"The weights that bring us down... Hold back our empty hearts..."
He paused and stared the withered sunflower kept in a vase on his table.
"Sometimes... But not sometimes...
It is always, worth the fight.
For One Day...
All that seemed far away, visible from a distance...
Will become clear...
The blurry ... Glimpse of that something familiar...
Something we had often known... All along...
Something known to our subconscious ... To our hearts...
Something...
Our beating hearts never forgot to remind...
Something whispered as a wish though agreed with a frail heart...
Wednesday, 30 November 2016
Dariya... <3
Tu dariya.... Aur me raahi...
Teri meri hai ek daasta...
Tujh me hi hai manzil .....
Tujh bin na koi raasta....
Ha khudgarz hun....
Tujhe pana chahta hun saara....
Tu dariya...Meri chahat...
Mein raahi hun tera kinara...
Dhal jata hun me tujhme yun...
Jese suraj aasman ki baahon me....
Tu dariya.... Meri aarzu...
Tu dard...
Tu hi chain...
Tu intezar.... Mein inteminan ...
Tu barish ki madham bondey...
Mein khamosh tera kinara....
Tu dariya... Aur me raahi...
Teri meri adhuri daastan...
Tu sham tha...
Tu hi savera....
Kabhi sath tha...
Thi nazdeikieya....
Ab tu judaa hai....
Jane kyu hai ye faasla....
Sun dariya...Yun doorie yu na bada...
Tu dariya.... Mera intezar....
Har pal tu hai ..Har lamha.....
Tu Dariya.... Meri pyaas....
Bhigaa hai tu mere aansuon se....
Ab doobne de muje dariya ....
Doobne de mujhe dariya....
By - Sybil Samuel
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Wednesday, 20 July 2016
Till we meet again... Part~2
PART ~ 2
The cool morning breeze ruffled Sam's hair... He removed his loafers and decided to stride barefoot on the damp beach sands...
The sun glittered a blushing pink & orange across the horizon...
He turned his gaze towards the beaming morning sun, his eyes closed, he sighed deeply...
The foamy sea waves came chasing the shores, he half smiled as they touched him and left his feet wet...
He soon realized someone was watching him. From the corner of his left eye, his mind could impress an image of a girl, standing, staring him from a distance.
He turned, his pulse racing now... His lips parted,he stared unblinking... The familiar light lavender fragrance wafted through his nose... She looked familiar too... He tried to call her name but his lips wouldn't work.
She suddenly turned. Sam walked towards her but paused, he noticed someone approaching her, a tall guy, his eyes beaming bright, smiling at her... Sam's heart began to pound as he saw his fingers laced through hers, their eyes were locked... he leaned in to kiss...
"No..." Sam felt like he was choking. "Jenny..." He tried hard but no sound came, his lips quivered... He stood gasping, breathing heavily... The floor had suddenly fallen out from under his feet...
He screamed loudly "Jenny..."
"Jenny..." He awoke from the dream and sat on the edge of his bed. Still gasping, his forehead damp with sweat...
"Hell... Horrible Nightmare..."
7.55 am he glanced at his Rado and quickly picked out a tie to match his navy blue blazer. His dark hairs neatly combed, shirt looked freshly ironed, Sam was athletic build, as impressive as his power dressing, a hardworking ant, too charming yet he maintained a low profile for himself.
He reclined on one of the dining chairs, his mind distracted by the dream... He looked anxious, a bit tensed... It was too painful to think about the past.
He sat in silence and turned the fork in his hands. "You seem lost?!"- His mother touched his shoulders and sat on a chair beside him.
"No... I'm here..." -- he turned towards her and replied.
"Hmm... I'm really worried for you"-- his mother slowly muttered, her brows creased.
Sam coiled the pasta around his fork and took a big bite.
"Mom... You don't have to."
Suddenly a gruffy noise echoed in the hall. The four pawed, dark chocolate Labrador barked and entered the hall...
Monday, 11 July 2016
Till we meet again...
Sunday, 26 June 2016
End this Pain...
Tuesday, 21 June 2016
~Forever in my Heart~
I sometimes still fight the reality, it seems so hard, but have to accept the truth.
"We can ignore even pleasure. But pain insists upon being attended to."
- C.S Lewis
//The Goodbyes//
They never told us how difficult a goodbye could be... When you see your loved ones waving behind the entry point, trying hard not to cry...
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They never told us how difficult a goodbye could be... When you see your loved ones waving behind the entry point, trying hard not to cry...
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It was unlike a wish Half believing yet defeated of hope Struck by the chance of the cosmos Aligning unlikely the desires, That sought t...
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We are S T O R I E S of paragraphs and pauses of letters concocted of mistakes and desires of sentences misread of silence travailing fo...

